Why do you still omit important things?

A Request, with love:

Please:

Don't hear your fears,
Don't hear your jealousy,
Don't hear your pain, or
Even the old monsters hidden into the deep of your heart.

Sometimes, it would be easy to fall again,
Just stop to eat, or cut myself.
It would be easy enough.

But not for my own evolution.
Not  for me.
It would be not fair with my family
And with who helped me to pass this shit.

Just take a deep breath.
The monsters will always surround your mind,
They will whisper at your ears,
They will say you are not good enough,
They will say you are not intelligent, pretty or cute.

BUT YOU ARE MORE THAN THEY SAY.

You are beautiful, you are intelligent
You are perfect at your own way.
You are diligent.

I love your personality, your tastes
Your interests.

DO NOT GIVE UP. 
Not now.
Now, you need to fight against yourself and the spiritual enemies.
Because now, you are closer of your main dream!